"Salt water falls in a weeping sorrow that has not yet come to past,
And every moment left of it I try to make it last.
Tear ladden thoughts of what will be left behind,
Trying to keep away each one with sheer force of mind.
Woeful cries and empty words spewed into the clenching night.
And every fear of empty hearts brings a close to all light." -me

I can't keep this up...so many thoughts ans terrible images. all these sad things. I end up crying more than not.