Thursday, May 19, 2011

Dreams and the like

"Each tear bears a name whether it be fear worry distress or anger; anger with myself for letting it get this far. fear that they'll be hurt even more. worry that it wont stop. Distress because i cant do anything about it. and now the tears bear no name for they are a countless many." -Sleepless Nights, by me.

Dreams. Nightmares. No, i haven't watched inception lately, bear with me.
is it possible to dream of something that could happen....yes. anyone can dream of wearing a blue sock, and I'm sure there is a chance that they will wear one at some point in their life. But, I'm talking about weird things. like, what if someone died in a dream? (more like a nightmare) is it possible that it will come true? dreams and nightmares have been cropping up a lot lately when it comes to problems. I find myself worrying more and more about them....but then i realized something. they're not real. they're are you. if there is some kind of dream where you die, or kill someone, or maybe even when you might be told something in them. your dreams cant tell you anything you don't already know, because they are / are created by, you. I have reached the conclusion that it is possible to dream of something that might happen, but only to a certain extent. especially when it's something like the examples I gave above.  to contradict my theory ( lol ) I am writing a short story called 115 (don't ask...)
It's the story of a nightmare. this information and book are copy righted, I will sue and prosecute any who try to take credit for my work, yada, yada, yada....

Thursday, May 12, 2011


the last post was kind of weird and semi-depressing, so i thought i would write something a little more humorous too.

  1. Go to Google search
  2. type in the search box: "Where is Chuck Norris?"
  3. click, I'm feeling lucky.
tell me you didn't laugh. XD


people tend to descriminate everyone and their actions by how old they are. when a little kid goes up to someone and gives them a hug it's "cute". if someone older than 7 did that it would be "gay". you see where I'm going with this? because of someone's *age* they are descriminated against....another topic is age difference. what are the limits on an age difference in a relationship? and why do people frown on it. If I was, 12 but mature for my age, and had a "boyfriend" (i hate that term) that was say...15. people would consider the relationship fake. they whisper, "it'll never last". therefore anything said between the "couple" wouldn't matter as much. If she said "I Love You" (no, not "like", Love.) would anyone, even him, take her seriously? instead they'd think, "she's too young to really understand it, but thats really *cute*" what the hell is wrong with our community and world?
It's true though. how many times have you looked at a little girl doing the exact same thing as an older person and thought differently. if a little kid came up to you and told you to vote for (fill in candidate here), you wouldn't take them seriously, would you? and yet, we all do this *every day*. I know no one sees these, but I'm hoping someone will agree.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Ludicrous Thinking

Adjective: So foolish, unreasonable, or out of place as to be amusing."
How many other people have a supposed problem with "ludicrous thinking"? Like when you're sitting in the shower and cath yourself daydreaming. Or when you realize that you only have five minutes to finish a test and you've been staring out the window the whole time. has this ever happened to you? no? only me then I guess. Ludicrous thinking is alot like dreaming, only it's so unbelievable (yet realistic) that you think of yourself as crazy. the wierdest part? the majority of people that are focused on this "ludicrous thinking" end up with it coming true! are you one of these people? here's another quote of the day: 

i dare you to use this on your next physics exam.
"A moron in motion will stay in motion, until acted upon by an outside ceiling."

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

quote #1

a quote to make y'all laugh, well, i hope you laugh at least. lolz so true.

"rock, paper, scissors.
i understand how scissors can beat paper,
and how rock can beat scissors, but there is
no freaking way
paper can beat rock. is paper supposed to
magically wrap itself around rock and
leave it im mobile? why the hell can't
paper do this to scissors? actually,
screw scissors,
why can't paper do this to people?
why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook
paper constantly suffocating students
while they're taking notes in class? i'll tell you why:
because paper can''t beat anybody. a rock can
tear that crap up in two seconds. when i play rock,
paper, scissors, i always choose rock. then when somebody
claims to have beaten me, i'll punch them in the face with my
clenched fist and say, "oh, i'm sorry i thought your
paper would protect you."


I started writing years ago....I can never stop. Every day I try to write something; whether, it's a short story, or a poem. whatever. It helps to just let my feelings out in this way rather than have them sit around doing nothing in an old filing cabinet. no, im not going to just waste your time with that. I'll be posting updates about myself as well every once in a while.

Even a crow can sing a gentle song, and become attractive to the eye.
And what appears to be a meadowlark can become a gruesome magpie.
A Vulture in all its gruesome delight, from below can look beautiful in flight.
But people, however, are much the same. For one never knows when they’re playing a game.

It's not much but....yeah. it's a start, maybe it'll make you think. I know, I know, that would be horrible. I mean we have our handy little cell phones and the internet for that.